Journal :))

- Was cutting my nail and cut my toe accidentally , it's bleeding ! ouch :X
- Jason bought JJ swiss rolls for us , it's thaaaaaaat delicious :D
- My neighbour who came from China , gave me a shortcake ( made in china ) oops , it is not fake right ？ =0
- Found out that Lipton is actually not nice and non-aromatic without sugar.
- Hating my hair colour as usual :P
- Guido is still doing nothing on my table but smiling :))
- I'm being loved , oops !
- Something was niggling angeline babe.
- Final count down ! =0=0=0=0=0=0=0=0=0=0

                             Jan : actually, what 're you doing here ? :S

11.08 Blessed.

来个久违的华文篇 :))

刚来这个新地方的时候时常心情不定，本来以为是自己的问题，后来发现其实大家都这样。花了点时间，不过也照着自己的原则，现在就过得很快乐很充实 :))

原则是 ：要清楚自己在这边是为了什么

这样就能控制自己忽略学业。很多很多，人缘，生活调调什么的，现在都恰恰好。

本来应该要睡了却突然想上网看看，就那么巧她来找我聊，突然就想分享那段帮了很多我身边的人的经文。好像都有用 :)) 感谢主。

你们所遇见的试探， 无非是人所能受的。上帝是信实的，必不叫你们受试探过于所能受的。在受试探的时候，总要给你们开一条出路，叫你们能忍受得住（哥林多前书 10:13）

那段上课的几星期，相信是为了预备自己而被上帝带领的，从那时开始就帮了很多人。

常常有朋友说我很虔诚，周末回家就会去教堂。其实不是，多虔诚是看一个人多跟随上帝的话，不是这些表面功夫。基督徒总是受到很极端的看法和对待，但是是不是该想想。如果那不是让我们觉得值得交托的信仰，一个让我们能够内心无时无刻都平安的信仰，我们大可以不去这样做，有时还会被无理的对待。

对吧？

内心的平安，是一种在什么困苦的情况下都很安心，这种感觉很好，很好。

Jan : Thank God , Thank God :))

FAMILY

It ' s the most complicated task to be done in life , family . When 'm facing with tonnes of assignment papers , no any single idea nor sentence in my head while 'm dealing with 'em , freaking hot weather , kindly controlling emotions from being frustrated , etc etc are not even as hard as handling family task . Agree ? Seriously , I'm weary , I'm tired , I'm fatigued , I'm getting burst for being under such a Big pressure my God ! I'm not interested in comforting others but my loved one. And it is never a simple job right ? Al right , I'm not trying to be unfilial , I'm just , need more Caring . It sounds ridiculous isn't it ? I mean Caring specifically , particularly from my family members especially mom . Yea , definitely , she does cares bout me but it's just um' something I can't explain clearly . I just need it that much . Cure me , I'm hurt . Being loved but hurt , it's sarcastic hmm ? I just wish that my prayers are being listened . I know it is a yes , always. But I wish to see it and it 'll be a reason for me to seek for it.

                                   Jan : Lift it down.

August-baby xoxo!

Eh-hey , tell me something as hot as I do !
Okay , it's gonna be a should-be-concentrating-on-study-month ! *rawr ! I'm always concentrating on study but how sad ? THERE'LL BE NO MORE hanging out with you guys just like what we used to have for this past half month of July ! Some are leaving for internship , some are having sem-break and we , the foundation poor little boys and girls are going to have our final exam soon . Seriously , I do miss you :(
Happy tree friends nimen zai nali ya ? I'm looking for our days during the sexay holiss ! :D

                Jan: angeline ng angeline ng angeling ng!

J's for the day!

I felt terribly jaded after working out hard for 3 days .

Searching for a straight-cut-perfectly-body-fit jeans !

Looking for the new ultimate-frisbee jersey ! I'm having the number 2 :)

I judged her , at first . But I found that everyone does , because of her attitude .

Tasted a juicy blueberry-cheese bun !

I'm still a fresh little junior in flickin ' !

Janice is being loved  :)

                                  Jan : The climbs .

24.07 Splendid, splendid :))

Hey , every girls are pretty . I told this to a girl who admires me so much ( seriously ) . Haha ! She is really a cute girl but lack of some sort of ' style ' ? That makes her keep telling me how nice am I . Well , it feels good for sure as people finds out your ways that make them to like , and admire you ! So , it's pretty cool :DD
Hmm , Benji and Jason are going to leave just after having their final exam . I wonder why we ( i mean together with piglet ) just met them so late ? sad :(( I really enjoyed myself with cg peoples starting from the previous week . Thanks God for giving  me this . It is beautiful . A beautiful gift .
Oh gosh I'm hungry , again ! It should be blamed to the high metabolism of my body or the strongly digestive system ? roar !
                  Jan : Love your stomach as your face =DD

Be a kid, for few minutes.

原来一直没感觉是因为接受不了我们停在这样的结局
曾经很想过你
很想过以前的我们
现在看着你还很好就很开心
曾经你再伤心和快乐都是第一个想和我分享
曾经你抱着我哭
曾经你说你真的很爱这样的我们
曾经我们每天都想办法见到面
每个人在心中只要坐过一个特别的位置
就不会被取代
不会被比较
也永远都在
我说过
我也不想管发生的这些事，只想让事情过了
你说
那我们还能像以前一样吗
我说
或许以后，当我觉得不辛苦了
你说
你还是一样会在
其实我们都知道
大家各忙各的
也不会再那样了
但是曾经的你还是在
这里
心里
                         Jan : end of being a kid :))