August-baby xoxo!

Eh-hey , tell me something as hot as I do !
Okay , it's gonna be a should-be-concentrating-on-study-month ! *rawr ! I'm always concentrating on study but how sad ? THERE'LL BE NO MORE hanging out with you guys just like what we used to have for this past half month of July ! Some are leaving for internship , some are having sem-break and we , the foundation poor little boys and girls are going to have our final exam soon . Seriously , I do miss you :(
Happy tree friends nimen zai nali ya ? I'm looking for our days during the sexay holiss ! :D

                Jan: angeline ng angeline ng angeling ng!

J's for the day!

I felt terribly jaded after working out hard for 3 days .

Searching for a straight-cut-perfectly-body-fit jeans !

Looking for the new ultimate-frisbee jersey ! I'm having the number 2 :)

I judged her , at first . But I found that everyone does , because of her attitude .

Tasted a juicy blueberry-cheese bun !

I'm still a fresh little junior in flickin ' !

Janice is being loved  :)

                                  Jan : The climbs .

24.07 Splendid, splendid :))

Hey , every girls are pretty . I told this to a girl who admires me so much ( seriously ) . Haha ! She is really a cute girl but lack of some sort of ' style ' ? That makes her keep telling me how nice am I . Well , it feels good for sure as people finds out your ways that make them to like , and admire you ! So , it's pretty cool :DD
Hmm , Benji and Jason are going to leave just after having their final exam . I wonder why we ( i mean together with piglet ) just met them so late ? sad :(( I really enjoyed myself with cg peoples starting from the previous week . Thanks God for giving  me this . It is beautiful . A beautiful gift .
Oh gosh I'm hungry , again ! It should be blamed to the high metabolism of my body or the strongly digestive system ? roar !
                  Jan : Love your stomach as your face =DD

Be a kid, for few minutes.

原来一直没感觉是因为接受不了我们停在这样的结局
曾经很想过你
很想过以前的我们
现在看着你还很好就很开心
曾经你再伤心和快乐都是第一个想和我分享
曾经你抱着我哭
曾经你说你真的很爱这样的我们
曾经我们每天都想办法见到面
每个人在心中只要坐过一个特别的位置
就不会被取代
不会被比较
也永远都在
我说过
我也不想管发生的这些事，只想让事情过了
你说
那我们还能像以前一样吗
我说
或许以后，当我觉得不辛苦了
你说
你还是一样会在
其实我们都知道
大家各忙各的
也不会再那样了
但是曾经的你还是在
这里
心里
                         Jan : end of being a kid :))

19.07 Blessed.

There's nothing much to say , it's gonna be a real real short note.
I'm really glad and thankful for what 'm being here , right here right now , and what things are going so interesting in life ! Awesome , praise the Lord amen. I'm feeling so strengthful , peace and secure in every moment with Him. People used to ask , why christian loves to ' introduce ' Christ and how great of being a christian ( I mean believer ) though sometimes we're getting poured on cold water . Yea , the truth is , we have the strength with holy spirit inside , we are brave to tell the world the great news and because we love and willing to share . He is love , he is everything . Do you ever feel peace in you whenever you're facing problems , struggling in relationships , totally insecure , depressed , lifeless ? Frankly speaking , I'm not the one who is always cheerful , full of happiness . I'm a human , weak also. But what I'm feeling in this moment is , I loved myself , my days , my family and friends and life , still. And I hope it is same to everyone in my life , always .
P.s ,
It has been a great trip of cg for two days long . It's beautiful of what we've spent instead of the place . it doesn't really looks nice nor impressing . :DD
                      Jan : Just the way you are . :))

13th July, beautiful July

It's all about pictures. Pictures tell stories even clearer and more vivid than words.

Jan : xoxo

Boom JULY !!

Ohhyeah ms. july :) I've been waiting for you for rainies and sunnies ! Fill up my days with happiness and peacefulness please . It's a month to work hard for my final ; it's a month to be prettier ; it's a month to fulfill my goals . Kaykay , I'm really exciting planning for my sem-break holiss =D Hope that everything is just fine and fair :)
Well , life is full of trials and made up of faithfulness . Family problems again .
To myself :
Jan , you're strong , you're not a liltle girl now . Care , share , love them . This is basically what you can and should do . Daughter is always the sweetest right ? :)
                  Jan : Just show that you are weak when you are.