Be a kid, for few minutes.

原来一直没感觉是因为接受不了我们停在这样的结局
曾经很想过你
很想过以前的我们
现在看着你还很好就很开心
曾经你再伤心和快乐都是第一个想和我分享
曾经你抱着我哭
曾经你说你真的很爱这样的我们
曾经我们每天都想办法见到面
每个人在心中只要坐过一个特别的位置
就不会被取代
不会被比较
也永远都在
我说过
我也不想管发生的这些事，只想让事情过了
你说
那我们还能像以前一样吗
我说
或许以后，当我觉得不辛苦了
你说
你还是一样会在
其实我们都知道
大家各忙各的
也不会再那样了
但是曾经的你还是在
这里
心里
                         Jan : end of being a kid :))

19.07 Blessed.

There's nothing much to say , it's gonna be a real real short note.
I'm really glad and thankful for what 'm being here , right here right now , and what things are going so interesting in life ! Awesome , praise the Lord amen. I'm feeling so strengthful , peace and secure in every moment with Him. People used to ask , why christian loves to ' introduce ' Christ and how great of being a christian ( I mean believer ) though sometimes we're getting poured on cold water . Yea , the truth is , we have the strength with holy spirit inside , we are brave to tell the world the great news and because we love and willing to share . He is love , he is everything . Do you ever feel peace in you whenever you're facing problems , struggling in relationships , totally insecure , depressed , lifeless ? Frankly speaking , I'm not the one who is always cheerful , full of happiness . I'm a human , weak also. But what I'm feeling in this moment is , I loved myself , my days , my family and friends and life , still. And I hope it is same to everyone in my life , always .
P.s ,
It has been a great trip of cg for two days long . It's beautiful of what we've spent instead of the place . it doesn't really looks nice nor impressing . :DD
                      Jan : Just the way you are . :))

13th July, beautiful July

It's all about pictures. Pictures tell stories even clearer and more vivid than words.

Jan : xoxo

Boom JULY !!

Ohhyeah ms. july :) I've been waiting for you for rainies and sunnies ! Fill up my days with happiness and peacefulness please . It's a month to work hard for my final ; it's a month to be prettier ; it's a month to fulfill my goals . Kaykay , I'm really exciting planning for my sem-break holiss =D Hope that everything is just fine and fair :)
Well , life is full of trials and made up of faithfulness . Family problems again .
To myself :
Jan , you're strong , you're not a liltle girl now . Care , share , love them . This is basically what you can and should do . Daughter is always the sweetest right ? :)
                  Jan : Just show that you are weak when you are.

29.06 * 4.20am

Owh okay , let's get started. It is now 4.20 am and the reason that I'm emphasising the time is , I 've to wake up at 840 am ! Fyi , I'm going to mid valley for a movie--Transformer =D !! and definitely for FOOD . Awww , tingles tingles ! So the main reason of why I am having insomnia is that little cup of teh-o . I'm sorry baby janjan , you've drank it. Well , it's okay it's okay. I swear I'll be energetic for my day ! ( perhaps ? :P )
And my plan :
- To be active as a member of ultimate frisbee and squash club
- To be well prepared for my final examination
- To be lovin' myself , I mean , always :))
- To be doing things with fully effort and overcome threats
- To be , following words of God.

                        Jan : You're lovin' it :)

23.06 :))

Phew , few days without sleeping well and finally , I realised how dark circles appear in a short period of time , it's fun :D I'm a panda now ! ding ! Well , basic computing is not the subject I'm interested with but it's affecting my CGPA :(( awww.. Let's throw it away first !
Did I ever mentioned how much I love my life in  U ? Indeed I learned a lot and benefited :)) I love to study in library , that there's no clock there ( I'm not really sure of that :D ) and I could just stay there for hours until I've done my revision or work and  we then , normally with friends , 'll have our dinner or should I say ' dipper ' ? xD
I'll be going back home once in a while . It takes time and effort to rush here and there , Muar and Malacca . But I do keep it contact with my loved one ! :D
It's time to get ready for my class , toodles !

17.06 oh yea day :DD

很久没写华语了 :)) 

我喜欢这样每天都遇见不同的人，而每一个人都给了我从心微笑的理由。在这边也一个多月了，什么大感想倒是没有，小小的享受就是滔滔的来 :DD 被英文教授看重，给了我很多机会去磨炼，真的很感谢他。外国人，外国人 :DD

我喜欢我这样的发型 :))

对了，薇怡薇怡，我很想你呢，呵呵。谢谢你为我做的，都很棒

Jan : l.o.v.e. sounds good but dont ever try it before you 're still in a daze of romance , haha :DD